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We might be living miles apart,
Or even time zones apart.
We're under the same sky;
it isn't so far.
You and I.
Sleepless In Quezon City
name: ayaage: 22sex: femalestatus: taken (for granted)bdate: oct 21, 1982sign: libra
likes: seafood, watercolor, rock ballads, cats, movies, carnivals, nature, avocado shake, pastel colors, adventure, lotions, shower gels, literature, my big fluffy pillow, and i guess a lot more...
dislikes: surprises, toads, math, cough and colds, traffic, roaches, rats, war, animal cruelty, public speaking, infatuation.
bumisita.
nasa linya.
I'm currently....
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Monday, February 21, 2005
wala lang. nakita ko kasi na almost one month na pala akong di nagpo post ng entry. sobrang busy kasi ako ngayon. yep, i'm still alive! maraming nangyayari sa kin ngayon, kaso wala lang akong time magsulat (yeah right) anyway, one of these days, sana maka-post na ako! :/
Posted at 12:03 pm by sleepless_aya
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
last night i slept at cheska's after watching Johnny Depp labski's Nick of Time. we stayed up until 5 am, chatting about the irregularities of our present life. i guess i consumed much of the time, raving about my 9 week-old loner friend Karen. (not her real name)
Karen - she kills me. how do i start describing her!! well there is nothing i could talk to her about, except local showbiz (which i don't care about, demmit) and other mundane matters... she's not interested in watching movies, or listening to music, or drawing, reading, eating out, malling, diving, bungee-jumping, break-dancing, basically anything less than ordinary!
whenever i'm with her, i feel like i'm in a relationship i can't get out of. while eating lunch together, there's just dEaFeNinG silence, and i'm nearly becoming schizoprenic having these voices in my head saying things like "Umalis ka na dyan sa kina uupuan mo aya! Tumakas ka na..takbo!! At wag ka nang magpapakita kahit kailan!!!" It's just unbearable!!!!!!!!!!
why can't i have the guts to do something about it?! well i'm kinda worrying about hurting her feelings by avoiding her.. but demmit! never in my life had i encountered a person as uneventful as her. and yet, how can i "break up" with her if i'm her only friend and all the other girls are alienating her. and because i talk to her she treats me like a close friend....
it kills me. i'm dying.
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talking to chez for hours was like undergoing therapy, slowly i regained my wits. i felt normal again. these past days i've been going praning because of Karen and my hostile duty groupmates. i should go out with my old friends more. i should!!!
Posted at 10:53 pm by sleepless_aya
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Saturday, January 08, 2005
Ordinary day.
Yun nga lang birthday ng kapatid ko, at may handaan.
Pag-uwi ko galing sa school, naghahanap si dadi ng Graham crackers. (Sikat ako sa amin sa paggawa ng "Graham cake"). Sabi ko bibili na lang ako sa SM (Fairview), tutal naman malapit lang. E nagpabili pa ng kung anu-ano... 3 kilong manok, isang kilong hotdog, etc... Ayos, kala ko ba Grahams lang...
Umalis ako at pumuntang SM supermaket na naka-white uniform pa. Pagdating ko dun sa mga sabon, may narinig akong tugtog na nanggagaling sa may entrance ng supermarket, sa bandang food court. ABA, may kumakanta ng "Love of My Life" ng Southborder!! Naisip ko "Bakit ganon, kung impostor lang yun, bakit marami atang tao at nagtitilian pa sila?!" Kaya yun, sobrang binilisan ko na kahit ang bigat ng dala ko. Tinanong ko pa dun sa cashier kung pwedeng ilabas yung maliit na grocery cart, kasi nga medyo marami akong dala. Hindi daw pwede. grr!
Pagdating ko dun sa may entrance ng supermarket, ang una kong nakita ay... red bonnet... tapos... OH MY GOD si DUncan!! ..!!@% Tas yung isa pang vocalist, tas si Jay!!!! wOw, na-shock talaga ako at napahinto sa kinatatayuan ko! Biruin mong may ilang beses na rin akong nag-attempt na mapanood sila live at nabigo (basahin ang aking previous entries), akalain mo ba namang dun ko pa sila mapanood sa SM FAIRVIEW!!!!!!!! e parang napaka-isolated sa lugar namin! At saka naman kung kaylan di ko inaabangan!
Kahit mukha akong ewn dun na my bitbit na grocery bags, ok lang binaba ko n lang yung isa. Ayan, natupad na din yung "pangarap" kong mapanod sila ng live. SOBRAng ang HIP-HOpish pala nilang kumilos. Nasobrahan na yata ako sa pakikinig at pagnood sa alternative rock bands... (na culture shock daw?!!har3x) Pinanood ko sila hanggang matapos, mga 30 minutes. Pag-uwi ko, nakahanda na yung mga fuds at may mga bisita na.
Hindi lang nila alam kung bakit natagalan ako at bakit naka-ngiti akong mag-isa na parang sira. ^_^
Posted at 06:10 pm by sleepless_aya
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
Where is Aya?2x Here I am!
Sa Ospital ng Sampaloc ako naka-duty ngayon. JAnuary3 pa nga lang ay nag-start na kami. Nawala-wala pa ako sa pagpunta dun. Kung may letters na magde-describe sa situation ko ngayon, yun ay.... B -- U -- S -- Y ....pero trying hard not to be T-- O -- X -- I -- C. Yun lang muna sa ngayon. *poof*
Posted at 07:20 pm by sleepless_aya
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
Nag-host na naman ng christmas party ang kapatid ko sa bahay. Mga classmates at batchmates nya yun nung high school. Biruin mong ganun sila ka-close at dedicated at nakapunta sila kahit nasa college na! May 30+ ang pumunta. Akala mo naman ang laki ng bahay namin para mang-imbita ang kapatid ko! Inaaway ko na sya eh, sabi k0 sa ibang bahay nam@n!#!!!*!!
Posted at 07:02 pm by sleepless_aya
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